so the admin of the IRC channel i most frequent was choosing new ops, and i, being in there a fair amount of the day, thought i would be a good candidate. however, even though the admin has pretty much been entirely absent from the channel for the past few months, declined, pretty much stating the reason that i am still emotionally instable, and therefore unsuitable–entirely denying any improvement on my part at all. and then my best friend gets to be an op–a person who is at least as unstable as me at this point in time.
i swear i’m going to just
punch a hole in my computer
